The heroes of Chelsea’s Hope that will not be forgotten

Lucy Terceira

Toronto, Ontario

“My beautiful sister Lucy passed away in December of 2009. I cannot express accurately what the passing of my sister has done to our family. To say that it has been devastating would be an understatement. It was devastating enough to get the Lafora diagnosis several years ago, and then to lose her was and still is unbearable.

We are from Toronto, Ontario. My sister passed away just a few weeks shy of what would have been her 24th Birthday. Her battle with Lafora went on for approximately 10 years. Lucy was a super bright energetic teenager and at the age of 14 we knew that something was wrong. Her balance was off, she started dropping things, complained of headaches and her vision and loss of power on her ankles and legs when walking, then the seizures started. We saw a few neurologists and several other medical professionals and everyone diagnosed epilepsy. We knew it was much more than that. Medication was simply not controlling the seizures and trial and error went on for a while until we found a balance. When we were introduced to Dr. Minnassian several years ago it only took about 4-6 weeks to get the diagnosis we were not prepared for.

This disease is monstrous. Within a few short years, my sister’s energetic body became so frail and dependant. I still cannot believe how the disease progressed. My sister towards the end could not walk, said a few words here and there, and had a G-tube, but boy could she ever still smile!!! 🙂 In the end, my sister lost her battle with Lafora because of complications with her G-Tube. After going in to the hospital to have it replaced somewhere along the process her stomach was ruptured. Later on that day, when my sister’s discomfort did not pass with some medication per the radiologist’s order, we brought her back in to the hospital. Within that last hour, we knew something was very wrong. She was slipping away from us. Her vitals were almost non-existent. Things happened so quickly. She was put on life support that night and on the following morning they operated to mend her stomach. We were in shock! They told us she might not make it through the operation. She did though, my sister was a fighter! For a few weeks after that although she was still critical because of all of the infections she got, we never lost hope. When my sister was at her weakest, Lafora kicked in overdrive. Her seizures did not subside. The only way to give her body any sort of rest was to sedate her. She was sedated for long periods of time. It was so heart breaking. We knew we would lose her to Lafora because a cure was not yet had, but not because of her G-tube. I am still having a hard time with this as I type these words. The emotions are so uncontrollable right now. The tears are dropping steadily on my keyboard.

My sister passed away peacefully with us loved ones at her side, so that makes the grieving a bit easier. Throughout her stay at the hospital, Dr. Minassian was always within reach, God bless him. He even came to visit with my mom and sister. We donated my sister’s brain, heart and muscle to help with research as the Gellel family did several years ago with their daughter Diane. We keep telling ourselves now that it is selfish to want my sister alive and back with us, because she was not like you and I, she was ill. Her beautiful smiling face only went so far. She was confined to a wheelchair, ate through a tube, could barely speak and needed a lot of suctioning towards the end of her fight. It hurt like hell to see what she went from being to what the disease did to her over the years. Her beautiful face remained though, and her smile was as radiant as always. God only takes the best. we will never forget this.

To all of you who have lost someone to this disease, we share in your grief immensely. We personally know Sam and Rita Gellel who have lost two of their daughters to Lafora. The level of grief is so difficult to fathom. Keep strong everyone and hold your children and family members a little tighter each time.”


Biography

My sister Lucy was diagnosed with Lafora several years ago. Lucy was an energetic teenager and actively involved in martial arts up until the age of 16, when we knew something was very wrong with her. It began with the breaking of dishes and Lucy spilling her drinks. Next, Lucy was always tripping and losing her balance. All of our family doctors told us that nothing was wrong and that this stage would pass. Then, shortly after her 16th Birthday, Lucy fell down the stairs, a result of having a seizure. Shortly after that Lucy was put on a series of medications, all of which were not affectively controlling her seizures. Her neurologist at the time recommended that we pay Dr. Minnassian a visit. A few months afterwards, we were given the terrible news that Lucy had been diagnosed with Lafora.

Several times within the last few years, we thought that we were going to lose Lucy. This disease is absolutely and 100% completely heart breaking. Lucy went from being a very popular and fun loving, energetic girl to being unable to walk, dress herself and feed herself. Lucy now receives her food and medication through a G-tube. Without the G-tube we would have lost Lucy a long time ago. But no matter how frail and tired this disease has made her, Lucy still to this day smiles as bright and as big as she did prior to being diagnosed.

Lafora has devastated our lives, but day in and day out we all strive to infuse as much love and affection as we can into Lucy’s life. And our main priority is to keep Lucy as comfortable and as happy as possible.

– Provided by Lucy Terceira’s Sister, Jennifer Terceira

Kristen Rice

 Seattle Washington
(1986-January 7, 2014)

January 6, 2014 – The below text is taken from the Caring Bridge Site for Kristen Rice

We are creating this website to let everyone know about Kristen’s current situation. We feel that she is now almost certainly approaching the end of her life. I almost got this site up and running over a month ago, when she was hospitalized with pneumonia, but that strong body of hers pulled through and I thought we might have more time. However, she now has another pneumonia, and the Hospice team tells us that we can expect hours to days. She is at home, surrounded by more love than our hearts can hold.

This has been a long journey. She has lived with Lafora Disease for 14 years, half of her life, given that her 28th birthday is less than two weeks away. What a good life she’s had, despite the relentless progression of this neurodegenerative disease over the past 14 years. She’s already given and received a lifetime allotment of love (and then some!) She’s remained cheerful and resilient … even joyful through most of the journey, despite her profound physical and mental impairment. And she’s brought immeasurable joy into our lives along with the heartache.

I’ve posted some pictures that were taken on September 22 on San Juan Island, “wheelchair dancing” with Mom and Dad to “My Girl” by the Temptations. How fortunate we were that our dear friend Charlotte, a professional photographer, happened to be there with her camera, and captured these moments for us forever.

That’s the last glimpse we’ve had of her joyful essence. Within a month of those pictures being taken, she became wracked with uncontrollable seizures. She’s exhausted, as we all are, but she’s now resting peacefully.

If you have a memory or two of Kristen you’d like to share here, we’d be most grateful. We’d like to make this time a celebration of her life, and we’d treasure your anecdotes of this beautiful, quirky little poet and philosopher. We promise to read them to her, and I believe she will hear them and they will bring her joy.

January 7, 2014 –

Kristen has gone to a place where there are no seizures. She waited for Katie to make it home at about 10:30 last night. Once Katie arrived, her breathing became peaceful. At 7 AM this morning she drew her last breath.

Thank you all for your love and support. We read all of your entries to her as they came in, and they gave us much comfort throughout the long, dark night.

With Love,
Kim, Jim, Katie, and Kristen

To leave a message of sympathy and support for the Rice family please visit www.caringbridge.org/visit/kristenrice

Biography

Kristen was a beautiful, articulate, high-achieving, 14 year old, full of fun and curiosity, when she began to experience occasional uncontrollable jerks, which we came to learn soon after, represented myoclonus.  The early manifestations were subtle, such as accidentally spilling her milk at the dinner table and breaking dishes when she unloaded the dishwasher.  We were seen by a neurologist, who sent her for an EEG and diagnosed Juvenile Myoclonic Epilepsy (JME).    We were told that this is a quite benign type of epilepsy that is readily responsive to antiepileptic medications, usually quite easy to fully control.  So she was started on Depakote, and for a few months, went on with the life of a basically normal eighth grader.  She announced that she wasn’t going to let her epilepsy be a “big deal” in her life, and her greatest concern was that she was no longer allowed to take baths in the tub.  However, we soon began to notice increasing clumsiness, and she began to have difficulty for the first time in her life in honors math.  And rather than getting the myoclonus under control with Depakote, she began to have full tonic-clonic seizures and much difficulty walking as well. This was in the winter/spring of 2000.

That’s when I got on the internet and started learning about all the terrible forms of PME.  I couldn’t let myself believe that it could be any of those horrible things, and our neurologist was still hopeful that it was simply a matter of not being on the right medication.  On the neurologist’s advice, she was admitted to Children’s hospital for a “rapid crossover” of medication, i.e. switching her from depakote to keppra over the course of 3 days rather than the conventional gradual weaning off one medication while slowly increasing the other.  (No one I have ever spoken to has ever heard of this kind of unconventional approach.)  This turned out to be a disastrous plan, landing Kristen in the ICU in a pentobarb-induced coma.  At that point we were told that we may never be able to stop the seizures and that her survival was in eminent jeopardy.  I can tell you that only a parent who has endured this experience, watching their child’s flat-line EEG while the body is being kept alive by a ventilator, can understand that depth of suffering.

The doctors were able to wean Kristen off the pentobarbitol and on to phenobarbitol so that she no longer required a ventilator and could be transferred out of the ICU.  However for 5 weeks after that she never regained consciousness, and we began to make plans to take her home and care for her in a vegetative state.  Then one day she woke up.

She didn’t talk right away, but she smiled and really connected with us through her facial expressions, so we knew she was still there.

Only a parent who has experienced this with their child, can possibly understand the depth of that joy.  After several days she began to say a few words.  She surprised the neurologist who made rounds every day and always held up his pen and other objects for her to name.  When she actually named them one day, he was so excited he started jumping up and down and squealing, with tears streaming down his face.  After he left the room, Kristen said to me drolly, “He’s a real nut.”  Soon she was saying things like: “These pajamas are atrocious”, noticing for the first time the cute frog pajamas I’d dressed her in while she was in her coma.  With physical therapy, she regained the strength to walk with assistance.  Though she had walked in to the hospital on her own, when she left 5 months later, the ataxia was too severe.  She never walked again without assistance.

After that nightmare 5 months in the hospital, where her disease progressed so rapidly (no doubt greatly  accelerated by the unfortunate “drug crossover” attempt), her progression has been very slow.  She was never able to read after leaving the hospital, although, with great effort,  she was able to write the alphabet and tried to write some poetry, which she had loved to do before.  Her speech was very slow, but, with effort, she could produce whole sentences.  She could feed herself with adaptive utensils.  She could dress herself with moderate assistance, although it would take over an hour.  She didn’t know she couldn’t walk without assistance, so during this early period, there were many falls and trips to the emergency room for stitches.  If you turned your back on her for an instant, she’s stand up and over she’d topple.  We had a device under her mattress that alerted us when she started to climb out of bed at night.  There was very little sleep, even in those days.

Now, almost 8 years into this, she is in a tilt-in-space wheelchair because she is no longer able to support her head and trunk, let alone to stand or walk.  She is completely non-verbal, mostly incontinent, and completely dependent on her caregivers for all activities of daily living.  She is no longer able to swallow liquids and rarely exhibits any interest in solid food, although she can still swallow solids. She chokes more and more frequently on her own secretions.  She has a gastrostomy tube through which she receives her medications, fluids, and most of her nutrition.  Without her feeding tube, she would have died many years ago.

Kristen has grown from a teenager into a beautiful young woman, now 5’ll” tall, having finally grown into her long legs, but we’ve never seen her stand on them.  She has a mane of thick dark brown hair, but we’ve never seen her toss it the way beautiful girls do. Whenever I see a beautiful tall young woman walking down the street tossing her hair, I indulge myself in a brief fantasy that it is Kristen.  It does seem like such a waste to me.  But even more than her outer beauty, being robbed of her gifts and talents seems such a shame.  She was so full of potential, a writer, an artist, an environmental and human rights activist.  She was going to change the world.

My husband and I, and her home nurses, and social worker from the palliative care team, are beginning to have conversations about acknowledging that a time may come when we will be faced with a decision whether or not it is in Kristen’s best interest to continue keeping her alive through the gastrostomy tube.  We all agree that we’re not there yet, as she continues to light up the room with her radiant smile and to reach out with her shaky little arms to give the most wonderful hugs in the world.  But those moments are fewer and farther between, the farther we go on this sad journey.  Whenever I contemplate the world without Kristen, I have to go bury my face into her neck and smell her sweet skin.  She lives at home, and always will, and we cherish every moment with her and pray that the end is still a long, long time away.

Let me just end with a tribute to the amazing person Kristen is.  My sense is that she shares many qualities with the other children in this group, leading me to believe that God chooses only the most special and sweet-spirited ones for this type of journey.  Many other parents on the website have expressed the same kind of awe at the strength and grace of these children, who tend to accept their devastating losses without complaint, and to exude joy right up until the end, teaching everyone around them what is and is not truly important in this world.

– Provided by Kim Rice, mother of Kristen


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Kris Shumate

Sonora California
(May 6, 1986-April 3, 2010)

Kris was a happy child who was devoted to his mother, his family, and of being a service to others. Having been raised by a single parent with disabilities and financial hardship, he knew what it was like to need assistance. Because of this, Kris set his mind on a path to dedicating his life to helping others.

Kris had many plans for his future with desires to serve his country in the military as well as go to college and pursue a career as an attorney.

Kris experienced his first seizure in June 2001 at the age of 14. With several years of physical and cognitive decline and no diagnosis, many visits to neurologists and an array of medications, Kris finally received a diagnosis of Lafora in May 2005. By this time he had turned 18.

Shortly after his 18th birthday, Kris became under the care of the state of California, and was moved over the next 5 years to many different residential care facilities. His health declined very rapidly and he experienced many serious complications that resulted in many long term hospital stays. His family saw him as much as they could.

Kristopher Thomas Koch-Shumate, born May 6, 1986, lost his battle with Lafora with his mother by his side the day before Easter, April 3, 2010. He was 23. May he rest in peace.


Biography

Until Kris was stricken with Lafora, he played trumpet in the regional high school band, and he sang in the base choir and the concert choir, he loved to work with wood, and learned to play chess when he was five and was winning most teachers hearts by seventh grade. Kris loved computers and taught the senior citizens how to use them. He played basketball football, baseball, and soccer. He loved people, bringing them to church to tell them about the Jesus he loved so dear. Animals were a big part of his life. Kris loved life in general.  He used to be in  scouts and wanted to serve his country and go to college to become a pastor or an attorney.  He had a passion for helping people who are disabled as I, his mother, have lived for a while with disabilities.  At the age of 14, with so many plans for his future, Kris had his first seizure.  That was June of 2001.  We didn’t get the diagnosis of Lafora until May of 2005.

Due to my disabilities, my time with Kris is severely restricted because he is in a hospital after being abused by four care facilities.  He suffered a fractured leg, fractured skull, starvation and neglect, and deep bed sores. The regional center would not let me help or have any thing to do with his care because he was over eighteen years old.  Now he is two hours away in an acute hospital because there is nowhere to place him, nor can I bring him home due to the fact of my own disabilities, and the fact we do not live in an area that can provide the care they need. Joseph is Kris & Angel’s brother and he has a learning disability and recently had a tonic clonic seizure, however the doctors will not test him.

My children deserve to have some hope for a future. They were both filled with love and life and kindness; they had planned on devoting their lives to a future of service.  Today, they are unable to help themselves, and I am unable to physically care for them.

My children are the joys of my life. I have dedicated my life to make sure they had a future teaching them what you give in life you will receive not expecting anything from any one just a joy that you were there to help others. Life is what you make of it.  I have to believe that there is a promise of a cure on the horizon.  Kris and Angel wouldn’t want this to be the fate or destiny of any other children.  Research is the answer to all of our prayers.

– Provided by Tricia, another grief stricken mother

Kelsey Anne Harris

Orange, CA
(November 1, 1995 – April 17, 2014)

Our Angel left us on April 17, 2014. No more thrice daily meds. No more weekly blood tests. No more seizures.

Kelsey fell ill with pneumonia and in spite of antibiotic injections she was unable to take in enough oxygen. The ventilator in the emergency room was not enough. Kelsey died peacefully with her family and friends around her. Her fight is over and we are heartbroken.

Kelsey was born to Frank and Bridget Harris on Nov. 1st, 1995 in Orange, Ca. In her early childhood Kelsey lived in Irvine and attended UCI’s childcare centers and Springbrook Elementary School before moving to Tustin in 2004, where she finished elementary school at St. Cecilia’s Catholic School.

Kelsey attended Pioneer Middle School and ultimately Beckman High School where she was an honors/honor roll student. She was a senior and scheduled to graduate this year with her fellow classmates.

Kelsey was a perfectionist in every way, as evidenced by her work both within and outside of the classroom. She loved art, helping children and sports of every kind, both as a participant and an observer. She played baseball, softball and basketball but soon determined that soccer was her primary love. She played for the Irvine Premier soccer club, ultimately earning a position as goalkeeper for Beckman High School girls soccer team. While she enjoyed watching every sport, she had a special love for Angels baseball.

In addition to her parents, Bridget and Frank, Kelsey is survived by siblings Erin (24), Ryan (23), Nolan (17) and Mark (13).

Kelsey was an incredible daughter, sister and friend and will be missed by all who were fortunate enough to have known her.

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Biography

Kelsey Harris

Kelsey’s story is tragically similar to many others you can read about on this website. She was born healthy in 1995. She is the third of five children and as she grew, we quickly began to see her individual personality. Even at a young age, she demonstrated a very demanding personality, a perfectionist in virtually everything. She was always a top flight student and as a result, a favorite among the teachers. Her favorite academic pursuits continue to be art and reading. She had natural curiosity, loved going to the beach and to the pool. Always active and independent, she was the poster child for the often heard exclamation “I can do it myself”.

The migraine headaches began when she was 12, periodically leading to tunnel vision and short blackouts. When she was 13 Kelsey began to suffer a migraine during a basketball game and quickly became completely unresponsive. She was awake and her eyes open, but she was almost catatonic, not responsive to any external stimulation. At the hospital she did not react to my presence, did not turn her head or move her eyes. Only when they performed a spinal puncture to test for meningitis did she let out a scream. I was overjoyed that she had “snapped out of it”. A few minutes later I witnessed the seizure. Only because I had suffered from epilepsy as a teen did I recognize the small shaking to be a seizure. The doctor immediately gave her an anti-convulsion drug and we were directed to a neurologist and Kelsey began taking daily medication to control the seizures. Still, we were hopeful. Certainly as my epilepsy passed, Kelsey’s would as well. Along with the medication came the modest drop in her grades. She had always been a perfect or near perfect student. However when her grades began to slip, I presumed this was due to the medications. For a bit over a year she seemed to be moving along okay. At age 14 and with two older siblings, her thoughts moved to driving. Indeed when she was 15 and had another seizure after nearly two years of being seizure free, she cried, realizing that this reset the calendar and that she was again two years away from being able to drive. By this time she was still a very good student, but not the nearly perfect student she had once been. This began our journey through what another parent has aptly described as “prescription elimination”. And the difficulties intensified. In the 10th grade she suffered more seizures, often on the soccer field where she was the goalie on her high school team.

Early in 2012 she was admitted to Children’s Hospital of Orange County (CHOC) for week long epilepsy monitoring. By this time she was 16, with a reasonably normal high school experience, goalie on the school soccer team, going to football games and dances. But her seizures were more and more frequent and her grades continued to fall. Still, we anticipated that she would outgrow the seizures and that once she was off her medications her grades would return to normal. This, after all had been precisely my experience. But her physicians indicated that the monitoring showed such widespread activity that they did not expect her seizures to end, that she would be on medication her entire life. This was the first heartbreak. Unfortunately, even with changes in her medication, the seizures continued. So too did the hospital stays. Over the six months from April through September, Kelsey spent over two months in the hospital with her physicians running all manner of tests to better understand what was happening.

We received the confirmed diagnosis of Lafora for Kelsey in mid-October. Since that day our lives have turned in a direction that I previously had not thought possible. No day goes by without tears; no day goes by without the tempering knowledge that our beloved daughter is stricken with a disease with no cure. Like the movie Ground Hog Day, we wake up every morning and we are still heartbroken. Kelsey’s cognitive decline seems to be accelerating. Our 17 year old daughter who this time last year was taking AP and Honors courses, now spends her time coloring in cartoon books more appropriately suited for a child half her age. Her normally busy schedule, once filled with school, practices, games, dates and dances is now filled with daily physical and speech therapy, weekly blood tests and twice daily medication to fight off the seizures. Still, she seems happy and joyful, greets everyone with a smile and shows her love for everyone with the sweet and innocent attitude of a much younger child. The only salvation is that she is unaware of what is happening.

All we can hope for is a miracle development that will give her back that which is being taken. All we can hope for is a miracle development that will give us back our daughter.

Bridget and Frank Harris, Kelsey’s parents