An honest prayer to God

Dear gracious heavenly father,
You have scarred my heart. You have freed my angel, but we are now apart. I cannot mask this deep hearted pain as I say this prayer. I surely but slowly am going insane. I know that with you, she has joy and will not suffer, truly for me this is not a strong buffer. My heart bleeds, at 2 a.m. when I wake up to go and take care of her needs. It hits me again my Chelsea is not there, she thankfully resides with Jesus, high in the air. My last thought as I sit and start to cry, take care of my baby and remember you can never Love her more than I.

Al Merrill
Chelsea’s dad